ravyn_ashling: [almost famous] anita - one day, you'll be cool. (arthur/merlin)
Right. Most everyone's already had their thinky thoughts and feelings up on their own LJs, and I kind of spent the day just sitting here replaying scenes of the latest episode, thinking, "WHAT IS A THOUGHT PROCESS? I HAVE NO RECOLLECTION OF BEING CAPABLE OF THAT." And I tried and I tried to list down what I liked (I loved most everything about it), but then somewhere along the way this sort of epiphany regarding Merlin and Arthur/Gwen happened and now I feel too exhausted to come up with anything but spoilers, hobvzly )
ravyn_ashling: [almost famous] anita - one day, you'll be cool. (arthur/merlin)
Right. Most everyone's already had their thinky thoughts and feelings up on their own LJs, and I kind of spent the day just sitting here replaying scenes of the latest episode, thinking, "WHAT IS A THOUGHT PROCESS? I HAVE NO RECOLLECTION OF BEING CAPABLE OF THAT." And I tried and I tried to list down what I liked (I loved most everything about it), but then somewhere along the way this sort of epiphany regarding Merlin and Arthur/Gwen happened and now I feel too exhausted to come up with anything but spoilers, hobvzly )
ravyn_ashling: (colin)
This was my face right after the nerve-wracking ordeal with live streams so I could catch the Merlin series premiere in real time last night (3AM today if you take into account my, as [livejournal.com profile] chaosmaka calls it, being from the future). You could tell how much pain and suffering I had been in, to keep myself awake, in the way my eyes are wide open as I smile and twitch about.

It was all very much worth it though, as the episode was fucking fantastic and, despite the fact that my stream kept making its own cliffhangers ever couple or so minutes, kept me glued to the edge of my seat from all the feelings. Downloaded a copy at once when I woke up some few hours later, and watched it again with better focus and even greater appreciation with my little brothers:


(shh, i'm Gwaine.)


Had an early birthday dinner celebration with my family at a nearby Japanese place today. RYUMA is our very own version of Little Tokyo in Makati down here at the south, only a lot more colourful and with more exciting things to do especially if you have kids with you. It's like having a regular every day matsuri (festival) right in your backyard, really.

My brothers usually go home with new toys or stroller bags and even got a free bicycle once before, but today they were also able to experience these )

At home I had a couple bottles of Tanduay Ice Alcomix with my dad and mum. Mum, having a very low tolerance for alcohol, was surprised to learn that I used to drink a lot at uni. Which is odd because I always told them whenever I had been planning to, and they always gave me permission and never seemed to mind whenever I got home at three in a morning simply passing out in the living room couch. WHICH led me to wonder whether I'd been mistaken all these years and my parents (or mum at least) had not necessarily trusted me to party "responsibly" with my college buddies all those years, and I had been only short of a rebel. 8D orz.

Anyway, I bought myself new shoes ) Buying yourself your own presents ftmfw! XD;; Also waiting for my rainbow beanie to arrive, so [livejournal.com profile] azhrien-papan and I could camwhore as a ghei father-and-son duo with our matching Pride beanies and blond frocks once and for all. T3Tb

And finally... [Merlin S04E02 spoilers] PLEASE EXCUSE ME WHILE I DIE ON THE SPOT. DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD'8
ravyn_ashling: (colin)
This was my face right after the nerve-wracking ordeal with live streams so I could catch the Merlin series premiere in real time last night (3AM today if you take into account my, as [livejournal.com profile] chaosmaka calls it, being from the future). You could tell how much pain and suffering I had been in, to keep myself awake, in the way my eyes are wide open as I smile and twitch about.

It was all very much worth it though, as the episode was fucking fantastic and, despite the fact that my stream kept making its own cliffhangers ever couple or so minutes, kept me glued to the edge of my seat from all the feelings. Downloaded a copy at once when I woke up some few hours later, and watched it again with better focus and even greater appreciation with my little brothers:


(shh, i'm Gwaine.)


Had an early birthday dinner celebration with my family at a nearby Japanese place today. RYUMA is our very own version of Little Tokyo in Makati down here at the south, only a lot more colourful and with more exciting things to do especially if you have kids with you. It's like having a regular every day matsuri (festival) right in your backyard, really.

My brothers usually go home with new toys or stroller bags and even got a free bicycle once before, but today they were also able to experience these )

At home I had a couple bottles of Tanduay Ice Alcomix with my dad and mum. Mum, having a very low tolerance for alcohol, was surprised to learn that I used to drink a lot at uni. Which is odd because I always told them whenever I had been planning to, and they always gave me permission and never seemed to mind whenever I got home at three in a morning simply passing out in the living room couch. WHICH led me to wonder whether I'd been mistaken all these years and my parents (or mum at least) had not necessarily trusted me to party "responsibly" with my college buddies all those years, and I had been only short of a rebel. 8D orz.

Anyway, I bought myself new shoes ) Buying yourself your own presents ftmfw! XD;; Also waiting for my rainbow beanie to arrive, so [livejournal.com profile] azhrien-papan and I could camwhore as a ghei father-and-son duo with our matching Pride beanies and blond frocks once and for all. T3Tb

And finally... [Merlin S04E02 spoilers] PLEASE EXCUSE ME WHILE I DIE ON THE SPOT. DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD'8
ravyn_ashling: [almost famous] anita - one day, you'll be cool. (penicoooorn!)
So. Summer for most people in my f-list = motherfucking shitty storms for us in this part of the world (and Canada, according to [livejournal.com profile] matchynishi). The only good thing about this is that I can wear cold weather clothes, which are like, my favourite fashion. Who's up for some sexy tiemz with a pretend school girl in knee-high lace-up leather boots today?

No? Why the fuck not. :(

Fine, go have some audiofic porn. You can add to the happiness by heading here! Also, some Merlin AU fluff:


Title: These blades of grass will do
Fandom: BBC Merlin
Pairing: Arthur/Merlin
Rating: G
Notes: Done as a submission by Team Yellow for the theme "high school au" at the Merlin/Arthur Party over at Tumblr.

{ while the world asks me for poems, with the two us, these blades of grass will do }
RL shittage and them some. )

Hello, shiny new people! There's only four of you I've collected from the last multi-fandom friending meme, but imo that's all for the best for now, because I kind of suck at this Livejournaling thing lately anyway! BUT HELLO, HELLO! My name is Ginny, and I got this nickname because I share my birth name with my grandma (she's Maria Regina and I'm Regine Marie), which is so not cool, and not because I like to pretend I'm married to Harry Potter. I don't even like Ginny Weasley. Welcome to my journal! :D

I was dropped on my head thrice as a baby, so I'm a little weird in the noggin' but I'm generally amiable and loving and try to keep the crazy to a minimum, especially around people who aren't my RL x fandom friends, [livejournal.com profile] tourdefierce, [livejournal.com profile] chaosmaka or [livejournal.com profile] uepixie. But if you want me for all of me, please feel free to tell me so! That would be super splendid. Like this! )

You can also find me on Tumblr (where you can easily tell how much of a multi-fandom slut I am), Twitter and Facebook. Just let me know who you are and I'll add you back at once. ♥

Anyway, lunch break finished about an hour ago, so--


(happy birthday, you gorgeous bastard.)

ravyn_ashling: [almost famous] anita - one day, you'll be cool. (penicoooorn!)
So. Summer for most people in my f-list = motherfucking shitty storms for us in this part of the world (and Canada, according to [livejournal.com profile] matchynishi). The only good thing about this is that I can wear cold weather clothes, which are like, my favourite fashion. Who's up for some sexy tiemz with a pretend school girl in knee-high lace-up leather boots today?

No? Why the fuck not. :(

Fine, go have some audiofic porn. You can add to the happiness by heading here! Also, some Merlin AU fluff:


Title: These blades of grass will do
Fandom: BBC Merlin
Pairing: Arthur/Merlin
Rating: G
Notes: Done as a submission by Team Yellow for the theme "high school au" at the Merlin/Arthur Party over at Tumblr.

{ while the world asks me for poems, with the two us, these blades of grass will do }
RL shittage and them some. )

Hello, shiny new people! There's only four of you I've collected from the last multi-fandom friending meme, but imo that's all for the best for now, because I kind of suck at this Livejournaling thing lately anyway! BUT HELLO, HELLO! My name is Ginny, and I got this nickname because I share my birth name with my grandma (she's Maria Regina and I'm Regine Marie), which is so not cool, and not because I like to pretend I'm married to Harry Potter. I don't even like Ginny Weasley. Welcome to my journal! :D

I was dropped on my head thrice as a baby, so I'm a little weird in the noggin' but I'm generally amiable and loving and try to keep the crazy to a minimum, especially around people who aren't my RL x fandom friends, [livejournal.com profile] tourdefierce, [livejournal.com profile] chaosmaka or [livejournal.com profile] uepixie. But if you want me for all of me, please feel free to tell me so! That would be super splendid. Like this! )

You can also find me on Tumblr (where you can easily tell how much of a multi-fandom slut I am), Twitter and Facebook. Just let me know who you are and I'll add you back at once. ♥

Anyway, lunch break finished about an hour ago, so--


(happy birthday, you gorgeous bastard.)

ravyn_ashling: [almost famous] anita - one day, you'll be cool. (lmao)

credit: [livejournal.com profile] derryere


I think I might have to do a tiny step-back from fandom for a while. There's too many RL stuff going on and I really need to get my shit together, focus on improving my craft more and stop being such a laid back little twat about everything, if I want to become a person of better worth. Or something like that.

I'll still be around every day, of course, here and on Twitter and Tumblr (and, heck, even Facebook because my RL fangirl friends are losers who refuse to embrace LJ; also, part of my work exists there), and I'll be commenting on your entries as much as I'm up to. But I don't think I'd be able to read much fic or participate in party posts and fests until... I have enough energy for them again. All existing engagements shall be honoured, though! I swear it on JGL's ass.

his beautiful, glorious, majestic ass. )


Btw, I've finally started watching Doctor Who. Nobody told me it'd be so fucking freaky scary wtaf I love it so much already. D8
ravyn_ashling: [almost famous] anita - one day, you'll be cool. (lmao)

credit: [livejournal.com profile] derryere


I think I might have to do a tiny step-back from fandom for a while. There's too many RL stuff going on and I really need to get my shit together, focus on improving my craft more and stop being such a laid back little twat about everything, if I want to become a person of better worth. Or something like that.

I'll still be around every day, of course, here and on Twitter and Tumblr (and, heck, even Facebook because my RL fangirl friends are losers who refuse to embrace LJ; also, part of my work exists there), and I'll be commenting on your entries as much as I'm up to. But I don't think I'd be able to read much fic or participate in party posts and fests until... I have enough energy for them again. All existing engagements shall be honoured, though! I swear it on JGL's ass.

his beautiful, glorious, majestic ass. )


Btw, I've finally started watching Doctor Who. Nobody told me it'd be so fucking freaky scary wtaf I love it so much already. D8
ravyn_ashling: [almost famous] anita - one day, you'll be cool. (Default)
When I'd answered Sarah's question about my OTP to end all other OTPs a couple months ago, I honestly had serious trouble deciding which one to choose. Should I say Harry/Draco because they were my first OTP ever, my first foray into fandomlalalaland and the beauty that is slash fiction? Or Junno/Ueda because hardly any people like it as much and I'd spent the most effort shipping it like the rock-hard fist of God? Or Arthur/Merlin because, dude, Arthur and Merlin and ~*destiny*~ and I've never seen a non-explicitly-canon couple be so goddamn-fucking-canon, not to mention Bradley/Colin is motherfucking fly as well?

I'd gone with Junno/Ueda in the end, even though I was feeling a bit off about them at the time that writing that little blurb about the ship felt a little fake right after, because I already told Pammeth that they were exactly that before. I may be fickle but I like consistency a lot, okay, that didn't make sense.

Anyway, I honestly don't feel that strongly about my KAT-TUN OTP anymore. They're still my #1 Johnny's Entertainment OTP of all time and I will always get iffy when Ueda gets paired up with Nakamaru aka everyone else's favourite boy to pair him up with (although another thing that makes this OTP unique from all my other OTPs is that I can ship and absolutely love Junno and Ueda with anyone as well), but I cannot say that I like them better than I do Arthur/Merlin, Bradley/Colin or Harry/Draco.

And last week when I'd started re-watching Queer as Folk for the first time again since [livejournal.com profile] dadomz, [livejournal.com profile] aesires, [livejournal.com profile] yukitsu and I marathoned the fuck out of the final season at my house while my parents and baby brother slept upstairs five years ago (five years later, Brian Kinney; five years later, goddammit, and you still make me wish I were a gay boy instead), and all the incomparable fucking love I had felt for Brian/Justin at that time when I thought it would be forever still rang so goddamn fucking painful and beautiful and true, I realised that I can never ever really have the one OTP to win them all. All my OTPs win them all.

Speaking of marathons...

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eleven hours and possibly a good twenty or so minutes, baby.


ETA. [livejournal.com profile] blameitonmerlin, [livejournal.com profile] petitecamomille, [livejournal.com profile] _profiterole_, [livejournal.com profile] madnessisreal, [livejournal.com profile] oppugnorhr12: HAAAAY NEW FRIENDS HAAAAAIIIIII! :D Moar Brian/Justin for youuuuu! *3*


♥♥♥
ravyn_ashling: [almost famous] anita - one day, you'll be cool. (Default)
When I'd answered Sarah's question about my OTP to end all other OTPs a couple months ago, I honestly had serious trouble deciding which one to choose. Should I say Harry/Draco because they were my first OTP ever, my first foray into fandomlalalaland and the beauty that is slash fiction? Or Junno/Ueda because hardly any people like it as much and I'd spent the most effort shipping it like the rock-hard fist of God? Or Arthur/Merlin because, dude, Arthur and Merlin and ~*destiny*~ and I've never seen a non-explicitly-canon couple be so goddamn-fucking-canon, not to mention Bradley/Colin is motherfucking fly as well?

I'd gone with Junno/Ueda in the end, even though I was feeling a bit off about them at the time that writing that little blurb about the ship felt a little fake right after, because I already told Pammeth that they were exactly that before. I may be fickle but I like consistency a lot, okay, that didn't make sense.

Anyway, I honestly don't feel that strongly about my KAT-TUN OTP anymore. They're still my #1 Johnny's Entertainment OTP of all time and I will always get iffy when Ueda gets paired up with Nakamaru aka everyone else's favourite boy to pair him up with (although another thing that makes this OTP unique from all my other OTPs is that I can ship and absolutely love Junno and Ueda with anyone as well), but I cannot say that I like them better than I do Arthur/Merlin, Bradley/Colin or Harry/Draco.

And last week when I'd started re-watching Queer as Folk for the first time again since [livejournal.com profile] dadomz, [livejournal.com profile] aesires, [livejournal.com profile] yukitsu and I marathoned the fuck out of the final season at my house while my parents and baby brother slept upstairs five years ago (five years later, Brian Kinney; five years later, goddammit, and you still make me wish I were a gay boy instead), and all the incomparable fucking love I had felt for Brian/Justin at that time when I thought it would be forever still rang so goddamn fucking painful and beautiful and true, I realised that I can never ever really have the one OTP to win them all. All my OTPs win them all.

Speaking of marathons...

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eleven hours and possibly a good twenty or so minutes, baby.


ETA. [livejournal.com profile] blameitonmerlin, [livejournal.com profile] petitecamomille, [livejournal.com profile] _profiterole_, [livejournal.com profile] madnessisreal, [livejournal.com profile] oppugnorhr12: HAAAAY NEW FRIENDS HAAAAAIIIIII! :D Moar Brian/Justin for youuuuu! *3*


♥♥♥
ravyn_ashling: [almost famous] anita - one day, you'll be cool. (leetol dwaco)


Work has been taking over my life so much these days that I can't even get to answering that meme I posted a couple weeks ago. I swear I'll do that soon. Ish. Or not. I should stop trying to promise to do something because, whenever I do, I never manage to.

Gah, here, have some art:


Title: Beneath These Bandages
Fandom: BBC Merlin
Pairing: Arthur/Merlin
Rating: T
Notes: For [livejournal.com profile] marguerite_26 @ [livejournal.com profile] hs_merlin.

{ Show it to me. }



Title: Doughnut War
Fandom: BBC Merlin
Pairing: Arthur/Merlin
Rating: T
Notes: For the 2011 Cuddle Fest hosted by [livejournal.com profile] hermette.

{ It was a doughnut made from heaven, okay. }

Will be seeing [livejournal.com profile] ionnesaysrawr and [livejournal.com profile] purebloodqueen for some Omakase tonight, and meeting [livejournal.com profile] chibiko_pandaたち (lol Hachi-tachi) for Harry Potter sexy good tiemz tomorrow. At least those are some things to look forward to. ♥

Also [livejournal.com profile] myxstorie wrote Ueda/Junno fic, and those boys coupled with Vix's writing never fail to make my day brighter. :')

Hope you guys are having a happy Thursday!
ravyn_ashling: [almost famous] anita - one day, you'll be cool. (leetol dwaco)


Work has been taking over my life so much these days that I can't even get to answering that meme I posted a couple weeks ago. I swear I'll do that soon. Ish. Or not. I should stop trying to promise to do something because, whenever I do, I never manage to.

Gah, here, have some art:


Title: Beneath These Bandages
Fandom: BBC Merlin
Pairing: Arthur/Merlin
Rating: T
Notes: For [livejournal.com profile] marguerite_26 @ [livejournal.com profile] hs_merlin.

{ Show it to me. }



Title: Doughnut War
Fandom: BBC Merlin
Pairing: Arthur/Merlin
Rating: T
Notes: For the 2011 Cuddle Fest hosted by [livejournal.com profile] hermette.

{ It was a doughnut made from heaven, okay. }

Will be seeing [livejournal.com profile] ionnesaysrawr and [livejournal.com profile] purebloodqueen for some Omakase tonight, and meeting [livejournal.com profile] chibiko_pandaたち (lol Hachi-tachi) for Harry Potter sexy good tiemz tomorrow. At least those are some things to look forward to. ♥

Also [livejournal.com profile] myxstorie wrote Ueda/Junno fic, and those boys coupled with Vix's writing never fail to make my day brighter. :')

Hope you guys are having a happy Thursday!
ravyn_ashling: [almost famous] anita - one day, you'll be cool. (john/sherlock)
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She became a raging Twihard. :(



Yesterday evening we had a bit of a scare when the office building started shaking for a few seconds and discovered immediately afterwards that it had been felt from Marikina to Sta. Rosa (roughly 38.95 km apart).

Two things had run through my mind then: one went a bit like, "Oh great! Not only do we have to worry about getting stabbed or blown up on the way home from work, now we have being crushed to our bones, too?" (our country can't handle a huge quake like Japan's, guys, 90% of the affected population will die--well at least that will solve the Reproductive Health Bill issue? >_>); the other was just yelling, "No! I can't die! I haven't done all the things I'm meant to do!" /Le Morte D'Arthur

Anyway.

I finally, finally, finally got to watch The Love of Siam last night (the Director's Cut, so guess how much sleep I've had |D) and it's not Best! Movie! Ever! material for sure, but OH. MY. HEART. ;A; Is [livejournal.com profile] reel_merlin running this year? Because somebody has got to write this shit for that. The whole movie just screams Arthur/Merlin modern AU, I swear. Down the sister who lost her way thereby crushing their father's heart, to the bitch of a girlfriend and adorable but slightly loopy not-girlfriend, and nearly every itty supporting character, really. (Well, save for the fact that Ygraine would have to be alive as a stoic type A bitch but I love her character anyway.) ALSO, NEVER ENOUGH TEENAGE BOYS IN LOVE!




I was going to say something about, because Blaine/Kurt has no effect on me whatsoever, whether it is the unattainable quality of a pairing that makes us ship two people together so hard that actualfax couples fail to excite us anymore, but I'm way too giddy from having seen above movie to care so much right now. Tbh I just don't think the Glee writers did a good enough job with that particular bit of Kurt's storyline.



This happy post would not be complete without blond!Junno exercising with a vase.
♥ ♥ HAPPY 5th ANNIVERSARY KAT-TUN! ♥ ♥
ravyn_ashling: [almost famous] anita - one day, you'll be cool. (john/sherlock)
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She became a raging Twihard. :(



Yesterday evening we had a bit of a scare when the office building started shaking for a few seconds and discovered immediately afterwards that it had been felt from Marikina to Sta. Rosa (roughly 38.95 km apart).

Two things had run through my mind then: one went a bit like, "Oh great! Not only do we have to worry about getting stabbed or blown up on the way home from work, now we have being crushed to our bones, too?" (our country can't handle a huge quake like Japan's, guys, 90% of the affected population will die--well at least that will solve the Reproductive Health Bill issue? >_>); the other was just yelling, "No! I can't die! I haven't done all the things I'm meant to do!" /Le Morte D'Arthur

Anyway.

I finally, finally, finally got to watch The Love of Siam last night (the Director's Cut, so guess how much sleep I've had |D) and it's not Best! Movie! Ever! material for sure, but OH. MY. HEART. ;A; Is [livejournal.com profile] reel_merlin running this year? Because somebody has got to write this shit for that. The whole movie just screams Arthur/Merlin modern AU, I swear. Down the sister who lost her way thereby crushing their father's heart, to the bitch of a girlfriend and adorable but slightly loopy not-girlfriend, and nearly every itty supporting character, really. (Well, save for the fact that Ygraine would have to be alive as a stoic type A bitch but I love her character anyway.) ALSO, NEVER ENOUGH TEENAGE BOYS IN LOVE!




I was going to say something about, because Blaine/Kurt has no effect on me whatsoever, whether it is the unattainable quality of a pairing that makes us ship two people together so hard that actualfax couples fail to excite us anymore, but I'm way too giddy from having seen above movie to care so much right now. Tbh I just don't think the Glee writers did a good enough job with that particular bit of Kurt's storyline.



This happy post would not be complete without blond!Junno exercising with a vase.
♥ ♥ HAPPY 5th ANNIVERSARY KAT-TUN! ♥ ♥
ravyn_ashling: [almost famous] anita - one day, you'll be cool. (leetol dwaco)
OH MY GOD GUYS I AM SO EXCITED FOR [livejournal.com profile] hs_merlin I CAN'T EVEN. I NEED MY HORMONAL HIGH SCHOOL BOYS NOW. LIKE YESTERDAY. AND THE YEAR BEFORE THAT. IS IT THE 14TH YET.

Okay, hum.

The other day my mum had gone all, "Why do you never wear that dress I bought you?" at me, so yesterday I went to work wearing the pinkest shit I have ever worn in my existence (plus these shoes) (apart from this piece of monstrosity) and sent everyone ballistic--well, not really, I wear dresses to work on a semi-regular basis; I'd just never worn anything that made me look, according to my team mate, "so pure", as if I'd be bursting into prayer, rosary and Bible and all, any minute. I couldn't blame them when looking at myself in the mirror reminded me of that girl from the final ep of Misfits S1. You know, that really pretty but really loony one who brainwashed everyone into being mindless ~virtue~ laden zombies and then died?

Yeah, it kind of felt disgusting. And the weather seemed to agree with me (and my team mate Joey who had asked me who I thought I was kidding, to which I answered, "I'm being ironic," and proved exactly that by blasting Brand New's Daisy through my speakers the entire morning and flipping the blokes from the engineering department off when they passed by and greeted us--what? They liked it! D:) because when by the end of the day, it started pouring something crazy, as if the heavens were cursing me for my evil pretentious deeds.

Not the most fun I had getting home by a mile. I swear it's like I'm unwittingly planning my own destruction.



Also probably why I could never maintain a decent relationship. I got to chatting a bit with this boy I used to sort-of-but-not-really date in college last Sunday, and it went something like this:
Me: wow ok i can't believe you have a girlfriend. what person in their right mind would want you for a boyfriend?
Him: wtf you did.
Me: no, i just wanted to fuck you.
Him: oh. lol ...really?
Him: why didn't you say so? we would have had so much amazing sex.
Me: heh doubt it. we were too busy battling the forces of lord sauron in minas tirith
Him: pelennor fields

Even though what I really wanted to say was, you broke my motherfucking heart you bastard go away before I chop your head off I AM NO MAN. Between this and the time this boy I had dated in high school called me the Summer to his Tom, idk anymore guys, maybe I really should just join the nunnery. [/STRUCK BY LIGHTNING] I'm just trying to stick to the theme, okay. >3>

LOL HENIWEEEIZ. Yesterday there was a writer's block question about nicknames one gave to one's friends, and I was immediately reminded of my KAT-TUN famiri: my lovely wife and MOLUSHAKE [livejournal.com profile] ionnesaysrawr, bouncy leetol Kamechu [livejournal.com profile] purebloodqueen and my beautiful heart bean potato Jinnymun [livejournal.com profile] uepixie, then missed them so terribly I proceeded to miss the boys so terribly that I finally, finally, OMGWTFBBQ FINALLY downloaded and listened to and watched the PV for Ultimate Wheels and ;_____________________; WHY WORLD I STILL LOVE THEM SO MUCH.

Now I know it looks bad, especially when I'd spectacularly forgotten Kame's birthday when I used to celebrate it every year or had at least talked about him when I wasn't. But just because I know nearly next to nothing about them atm doesn't mean I don't give a fuck about them anymore, okay? They still make me happy like no other boy band could and ever had and ever would, and this is my office desk, look )

Yeah, this is the real reason I can never maintain a decent relationship with anyone. It's not me, it's him. LML.

*makes use of the rest of the lunch break to work on her [livejournal.com profile] i_reversebang*

ETA: BRADLEY WENT TO SEE COLIN'S PLAY AND THE TWO OF THEM WERE SEEN TOGETHER AT A BAR YESTERDAY HOLDING HANDS WHY LIFE WILL YOU AT LEAST GIVE ME THIS? This list is as lovely as pie but I'd like some real beautiful lovin' action between those two, will you make it happen? No? How about YES YES MFYES PLEASE!

ETA2: So. Fucking. Amazing.

ETA3: FUCK YEAH YOU BITCHES MY BOY IS GOING TO BE IN A FUCKING DRAMA, FINALLY, FINALLY, FINALLY AFTER AGES OF WAITING WE FINALLY GET TO SEE THIS DARLING BAMF OF AN ACTOR BE GIVEN WHAT HIS TALENT IS DUE AGAIN. and with his secret ex-lover Nishikido, too. and as a pet doctor! you know, a pet who is a doctor? 8Db ohpleasepleasepleaseplease let him be a regular and i will watch the fuck out of this drama as if my life depended on it. ;AAAA; ♥♥♥

ETA4: OHGOD IF THEY MAKE HIM WEAR FUCKING GLASSES, I SWEAR I'LL



die from sheer joy on the spot.

ravyn_ashling: [almost famous] anita - one day, you'll be cool. (leetol dwaco)
OH MY GOD GUYS I AM SO EXCITED FOR [livejournal.com profile] hs_merlin I CAN'T EVEN. I NEED MY HORMONAL HIGH SCHOOL BOYS NOW. LIKE YESTERDAY. AND THE YEAR BEFORE THAT. IS IT THE 14TH YET.

Okay, hum.

The other day my mum had gone all, "Why do you never wear that dress I bought you?" at me, so yesterday I went to work wearing the pinkest shit I have ever worn in my existence (plus these shoes) (apart from this piece of monstrosity) and sent everyone ballistic--well, not really, I wear dresses to work on a semi-regular basis; I'd just never worn anything that made me look, according to my team mate, "so pure", as if I'd be bursting into prayer, rosary and Bible and all, any minute. I couldn't blame them when looking at myself in the mirror reminded me of that girl from the final ep of Misfits S1. You know, that really pretty but really loony one who brainwashed everyone into being mindless ~virtue~ laden zombies and then died?

Yeah, it kind of felt disgusting. And the weather seemed to agree with me (and my team mate Joey who had asked me who I thought I was kidding, to which I answered, "I'm being ironic," and proved exactly that by blasting Brand New's Daisy through my speakers the entire morning and flipping the blokes from the engineering department off when they passed by and greeted us--what? They liked it! D:) because when by the end of the day, it started pouring something crazy, as if the heavens were cursing me for my evil pretentious deeds.

Not the most fun I had getting home by a mile. I swear it's like I'm unwittingly planning my own destruction.



Also probably why I could never maintain a decent relationship. I got to chatting a bit with this boy I used to sort-of-but-not-really date in college last Sunday, and it went something like this:
Me: wow ok i can't believe you have a girlfriend. what person in their right mind would want you for a boyfriend?
Him: wtf you did.
Me: no, i just wanted to fuck you.
Him: oh. lol ...really?
Him: why didn't you say so? we would have had so much amazing sex.
Me: heh doubt it. we were too busy battling the forces of lord sauron in minas tirith
Him: pelennor fields

Even though what I really wanted to say was, you broke my motherfucking heart you bastard go away before I chop your head off I AM NO MAN. Between this and the time this boy I had dated in high school called me the Summer to his Tom, idk anymore guys, maybe I really should just join the nunnery. [/STRUCK BY LIGHTNING] I'm just trying to stick to the theme, okay. >3>

LOL HENIWEEEIZ. Yesterday there was a writer's block question about nicknames one gave to one's friends, and I was immediately reminded of my KAT-TUN famiri: my lovely wife and MOLUSHAKE [livejournal.com profile] ionnesaysrawr, bouncy leetol Kamechu [livejournal.com profile] purebloodqueen and my beautiful heart bean potato Jinnymun [livejournal.com profile] uepixie, then missed them so terribly I proceeded to miss the boys so terribly that I finally, finally, OMGWTFBBQ FINALLY downloaded and listened to and watched the PV for Ultimate Wheels and ;_____________________; WHY WORLD I STILL LOVE THEM SO MUCH.

Now I know it looks bad, especially when I'd spectacularly forgotten Kame's birthday when I used to celebrate it every year or had at least talked about him when I wasn't. But just because I know nearly next to nothing about them atm doesn't mean I don't give a fuck about them anymore, okay? They still make me happy like no other boy band could and ever had and ever would, and this is my office desk, look )

Yeah, this is the real reason I can never maintain a decent relationship with anyone. It's not me, it's him. LML.

*makes use of the rest of the lunch break to work on her [livejournal.com profile] i_reversebang*

ETA: BRADLEY WENT TO SEE COLIN'S PLAY AND THE TWO OF THEM WERE SEEN TOGETHER AT A BAR YESTERDAY HOLDING HANDS WHY LIFE WILL YOU AT LEAST GIVE ME THIS? This list is as lovely as pie but I'd like some real beautiful lovin' action between those two, will you make it happen? No? How about YES YES MFYES PLEASE!

ETA2: So. Fucking. Amazing.

ETA3: FUCK YEAH YOU BITCHES MY BOY IS GOING TO BE IN A FUCKING DRAMA, FINALLY, FINALLY, FINALLY AFTER AGES OF WAITING WE FINALLY GET TO SEE THIS DARLING BAMF OF AN ACTOR BE GIVEN WHAT HIS TALENT IS DUE AGAIN. and with his secret ex-lover Nishikido, too. and as a pet doctor! you know, a pet who is a doctor? 8Db ohpleasepleasepleaseplease let him be a regular and i will watch the fuck out of this drama as if my life depended on it. ;AAAA; ♥♥♥

ETA4: OHGOD IF THEY MAKE HIM WEAR FUCKING GLASSES, I SWEAR I'LL



die from sheer joy on the spot.

ravyn_ashling: (colin)
I tried reading Gwaine-centric stories last night and realised something: I can't stand him being with Merlin. )

That being said, oh my god, this fandom; why is it never inactive for more than a couple hours? No, actually, what is this multi-fandom promiscuity thing I’ve gotten myself so heavily immersed into that I don’t even know how to stop! So many fests/projects coming up, and I’d just finished with my Morgana as Scorpio piece for [livejournal.com profile] drawmelot’s Zodiac Project and my [livejournal.com profile] jent_bigbang piece that I already upped on my art comm but won’t be linking here until my partners [livejournal.com profile] reiicharu and [livejournal.com profile] virdant are ready to post their story, and oh my god [livejournal.com profile] i_reversebang next and, so excited, I'm signing up for [livejournal.com profile] paperlegends and [livejournal.com profile] hs_merlin (because you know how I am about school boys in love), and and and OMFG SO MANY VENUES FOR CREATIVE FANWHOREDOM, SO VERY LITTLE SELF-CONTROL WHYYY JENNIFER WHYYYYYY!? I AM SO WEAK. ;A;

Speaking of fandom whoredom, I made another new friend in [livejournal.com profile] ella_bane yesterday, but we haven’t even had a chance to say hello since, and, uh, tbh I don’t know what in the world possessed her to add me up in the first place. I’m guessing she had no idea about me being a complete mental case? Well, um, now that you know, it’s still not too late to turn back! D8 EXCEPT DON’T!!!! You’ve been very lovely in [livejournal.com profile] merlin_love and I kinda like you a lot and would like to, ah, get to like you even more, please. ;3; With Bradley’s face on top (of Colin's naked flesh)? ♥

Anyway, the timing's just perfect for making new friends because I finally got around to answering [livejournal.com profile] tourdefierce's and [livejournal.com profile] sarahyyy's questions for me on the 5Qs Meme )



♥♥♥
ravyn_ashling: (colin)
I tried reading Gwaine-centric stories last night and realised something: I can't stand him being with Merlin. )

That being said, oh my god, this fandom; why is it never inactive for more than a couple hours? No, actually, what is this multi-fandom promiscuity thing I’ve gotten myself so heavily immersed into that I don’t even know how to stop! So many fests/projects coming up, and I’d just finished with my Morgana as Scorpio piece for [livejournal.com profile] drawmelot’s Zodiac Project and my [livejournal.com profile] jent_bigbang piece that I already upped on my art comm but won’t be linking here until my partners [livejournal.com profile] reiicharu and [livejournal.com profile] virdant are ready to post their story, and oh my god [livejournal.com profile] i_reversebang next and, so excited, I'm signing up for [livejournal.com profile] paperlegends and [livejournal.com profile] hs_merlin (because you know how I am about school boys in love), and and and OMFG SO MANY VENUES FOR CREATIVE FANWHOREDOM, SO VERY LITTLE SELF-CONTROL WHYYY JENNIFER WHYYYYYY!? I AM SO WEAK. ;A;

Speaking of fandom whoredom, I made another new friend in [livejournal.com profile] ella_bane yesterday, but we haven’t even had a chance to say hello since, and, uh, tbh I don’t know what in the world possessed her to add me up in the first place. I’m guessing she had no idea about me being a complete mental case? Well, um, now that you know, it’s still not too late to turn back! D8 EXCEPT DON’T!!!! You’ve been very lovely in [livejournal.com profile] merlin_love and I kinda like you a lot and would like to, ah, get to like you even more, please. ;3; With Bradley’s face on top (of Colin's naked flesh)? ♥

Anyway, the timing's just perfect for making new friends because I finally got around to answering [livejournal.com profile] tourdefierce's and [livejournal.com profile] sarahyyy's questions for me on the 5Qs Meme )



♥♥♥
ravyn_ashling: [almost famous] anita - one day, you'll be cool. (kazuya)
[Error: unknown template qotd]
READ PORN. Dammit.

Yes, that above there is a fic rec. It is beard porn by [livejournal.com profile] tourdefierce, which doubles as a vendetta against Bradley James's facial hair. You should all read it because it is adorable and is hot and filthy and ohmyfuckinggodsomuch love. You should all go read it and stroke Emily's ego like a dirty, dirty, dirty little thing. It deserves your endless adoration and so much more, okay.

So does this:

These Endless Days
Arthur and Gwen rescue Merlin from execution, and escape somewhere far away from Camelot. Having been brutally tortured in captivity, Merlin remains unconscious for days, and Arthur spends this time setting off to find ways to make him better, while Gwen takes care of Merlin in the inn. During this time, she starts to realise how much Merlin matters to Arthur--possibly even more than she does.



AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! ;AAAAAAAAAAAAAA; AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!1111 *AAAAAAAAAAAA*





ETA: ... I died.

ETA2:

U GAIZ R MAH BEST FREAND.
♥♥♥
ravyn_ashling: [almost famous] anita - one day, you'll be cool. (kazuya)
[Error: unknown template qotd]
READ PORN. Dammit.

Yes, that above there is a fic rec. It is beard porn by [livejournal.com profile] tourdefierce, which doubles as a vendetta against Bradley James's facial hair. You should all read it because it is adorable and is hot and filthy and ohmyfuckinggodsomuch love. You should all go read it and stroke Emily's ego like a dirty, dirty, dirty little thing. It deserves your endless adoration and so much more, okay.

So does this:

These Endless Days
Arthur and Gwen rescue Merlin from execution, and escape somewhere far away from Camelot. Having been brutally tortured in captivity, Merlin remains unconscious for days, and Arthur spends this time setting off to find ways to make him better, while Gwen takes care of Merlin in the inn. During this time, she starts to realise how much Merlin matters to Arthur--possibly even more than she does.



AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! ;AAAAAAAAAAAAAA; AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!1111 *AAAAAAAAAAAA*





ETA: ... I died.

ETA2:

U GAIZ R MAH BEST FREAND.
♥♥♥

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