OH MY GOD GUYS I AM SO EXCITED FOR hs_merlin
I CAN'T EVEN. I NEED MY HORMONAL HIGH SCHOOL BOYS NOW
. LIKE YESTERDAY. AND THE YEAR BEFORE THAT. IS IT THE 14TH YET.
The other day my mum had gone all, "Why do you never wear that dress I bought you?" at me, so yesterday I went to work wearing the pinkest shit
I have ever worn in my existence (plus these shoes
) (apart from this piece of monstrosity
) and sent everyone ballistic--well, not really, I wear dresses to work on a semi-regular basis; I'd just never worn anything that made me look, according to my team mate, "so pure", as if I'd be bursting into prayer, rosary and Bible and all, any minute. I couldn't blame them when looking at myself in the mirror reminded me of that girl from the final ep of Misfits S1. You know, that really pretty but really loony one who brainwashed everyone into being mindless ~virtue~ laden zombies and then died?
Yeah, it kind of felt disgusting. And the weather seemed to agree with me (and my team mate Joey who had asked me who I thought I was kidding, to which I answered, "I'm being ironic," and proved exactly that by blasting Brand New's Daisy
through my speakers the entire morning and flipping the blokes from the engineering department off when they passed by and greeted us--what? They liked it! D:) because when by the end of the day, it started pouring something crazy, as if the heavens were cursing me for my evil pretentious deeds.
Not the most fun I had getting home by a mile. I swear it's like I'm unwittingly planning my own destruction.
Also probably why I could never maintain a decent relationship. I got to chatting a bit with this boy I used to sort-of-but-not-really date in college last Sunday, and it went something like this:
Me: wow ok i can't believe you have a girlfriend. what person in their right mind would want you for a boyfriend?
Him: wtf you did.
Me: no, i just wanted to fuck you.
Him: oh. lol ...really?
Him: why didn't you say so? we would have had so much amazing sex.
Me: heh doubt it. we were too busy battling the forces of lord sauron in minas tirith
Him: pelennor fields
Even though what I really wanted to say was, you broke my motherfucking heart you bastard go away before I chop your head off
I AM NO MAN.
Between this and the time this boy I had dated in high school called me the Summer to his Tom, idk anymore guys, maybe I really should just join the nunnery. [/STRUCK BY LIGHTNING] I'm just trying to stick to the theme, okay. >3>
LOL HENIWEEEIZ. Yesterday there was a writer's block question about nicknames one gave to one's friends, and I was immediately reminded of my KAT-TUN famiri
: my lovely wife and MOLUSHAKE ionnesaysrawr
, bouncy leetol Kamechu purebloodqueen
and my beautiful heart bean potato Jinnymun uepixie
, then missed them so terribly I proceeded to miss the boys
so terribly that I finally, finally, OMGWTFBBQ FINALLY downloaded and listened to and watched the PV for Ultimate Wheels
and ;_____________________; WHY WORLD I STILL LOVE THEM SO MUCH.
Now I know it looks bad, especially when I'd spectacularly forgotten Kame's birthday when I used to celebrate it every year
or had at least talked about him
when I wasn't. But just because I know nearly next to nothing about them atm doesn't mean I don't give a fuck about them anymore, okay? They still make me happy like no other boy band could and ever had and ever would, and ( this is my office desk, look )
is the real reason I can never maintain a decent relationship with anyone. It's not me, it's him. LML.
*makes use of the rest of the lunch break to work on her i_reversebang
BRADLEY WENT TO SEE COLIN'S PLAY AND THE TWO OF THEM WERE SEEN TOGETHER AT A BAR YESTERDAY
WHY LIFE WILL YOU AT LEAST GIVE ME THIS? This list is as lovely as pie
but I'd like some real beautiful lovin' action between those two, will you make it happen? No? How about YES YES MFYES PLEASE!ETA2: So. Fucking. Amazing.ETA3: FUCK YEAH YOU BITCHES MY BOY IS GOING TO BE IN A FUCKING DRAMA, FINALLY, FINALLY, FINALLY AFTER AGES OF WAITING WE FINALLY GET TO SEE THIS DARLING BAMF OF AN ACTOR BE GIVEN WHAT HIS TALENT IS DUE AGAIN.
his secret ex-lover
Nishikido, too. and as a pet doctor! you know, a pet who is a doctor? 8Db ohpleasepleasepleaseplease
let him be a regular and i will watch the fuck out of this drama as if my life depended on it. ;AAAA; ♥♥♥ ETA4:
OHGOD IF THEY MAKE HIM WEAR FUCKING GLASSES
, I SWEAR I'LL
die from sheer joy on the spot.